Tak boleh putar semula. Macam waktu dulu. Dah lepas.
Tapi boleh ubah diri untuk yang akan berlaku. Tapi aku.
Orang yang memalukan.
"Show to her that you deserve her, more than anybody else" kata kawan.
Memalukan.
I wasted a chance to be happier. To listen. To be glad. To smile.
The past few months we’ve been arguing and fighting a lot. But I guess all relationships have their ups and downs. I really don’t mind though. It’s worth it all.
We’ve been through hell, and I know there are problems waiting for us around the corner. But I know we will work it through, like we’ve always had.
Everyone who’s in a 'long distance relationship' says it’s all about trust. It really is. What makes it so hard for me is that I have such a low self-esteem.
It’s not that I don’t trust her, it's just that I get jealous about everything, and have all these negative thoughts.
It’s not that I don’t trust her, it's just that I get jealous about everything, and have all these negative thoughts.
I’m trying to change though, to be a better person. She deserves the best part of me.
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Tak sampai. Lagi. Suara.
Ego.
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